A Moment Of Heaven AND 'How To Get Over The Fear?'

It's always about where our minds live

We finally made it to Knepp! after me going on about it for so long!

It was a big moment for me, but not what I expected?  After all, this is not a zoo, this is a living, breathing eco experiment, that works!

I must admit I had fear in my stomach, but, it always seems to bring you back to, being alive?

We saw the sign, Bull in field, do not approach!  But, the signage was not 'clear' about 'where' we should go? and where not to?

All three of my walking companions, some of my lovely family, said, this is the way, but me?... my fear reared it's head again

Someone said, well they wouldn't let you in here unless it's safe? My argument: but these are 'wild animals' would you normally go in a field with a bull?

I don't know what I was expecting, seeing thwards of animals in the distance?  The scrubland opened up for miles, what happens if we get lost I asked, as we munched on ripe blackberries attempting to read multiple sized poos, treading carefully round the next corner just in case?

I realised, this fear of mine, I'd been carrying for a while, was not good - sometimes you have to push right through it? past the uncertainties, the what if's?

I began to relay a story, that should have been the scariest experience of my life, yet everytime I tell it, I get breathless with excitement of the unbelievable nature of it?

I've given up caring what others think, of me, my crazy experiences, many of which I havn't revealed, or only to those, that truly know me.

Anyhow, meanwhile I'm scared, I'm in a scrubland field with a wild bull somewhere, again describing, feeling the excitement of that crazy night under the stars, and I'm getting excited, short of breath, exhilarated, I'm practically floating on air?!  It's interesting, telling the story, has completely overtaken any fear, lifted my whole being...

I realised, I wasn't scared then, it WAS one of the most 'scariest' experiences in my life! yet, we were so happy, exhilarated by it, whatever it was?  I realised at some point, we enter a different 'world' of 'trust' and our inner most true feelings come to the forefront?  When you're not sure whether to stay still or run, when you move out of you're imaginings of what could happen?

Then, you are really living...present...here now...alive and vital with life

I ended the story, after getting my breathe back, by saying

'I then realised, that anything is possible'

Suddenly, I became aware of movement on the ground, as a small black shiny snake with a forked tongue jumped and slithered across my path!

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The reality of this story is, as soon as I connected to the story, I transcended my fear  in the present?

And trust? where does this come from? To quote a fantastic mentor of mine, Ellen Von Einem, ‘Whoever, whatever you call it, God, Prana, Chi, Lifeforce, Energy,’ but, what about our own energy? lifeforce? our own minds? (gonna have to write another post just on this?)

Time? we are entering a quantum world, where this will lead us is anyone's guess? But, I like to think it’ll be something even better for the whole world!

I linked into a seemingly 'impossible' happening, one that, I could only believe, cos I saw it with my own eyes? 

I do know...re my references…I've worked as a Professional Private Counsellor/Hypnotherapist and for help lines for over 10/20 years, as well as working within rehab and many ongoing healing groups etc

Our minds are powerful beyond measure, which means we can always be in control of them?  as long as we realise or recognise the 'tricks' our minds play on us, learn to use our intelligence to mould our experiences into 'what we want'

Being in control of ourselves and our own emotions, is the only way to progress, seeing where those feelings come from, usually it's from lack of our own self care or love - we must learn to love ourselves before we can truly love, or forgive, move past and become the best of who we are.

That is how we 'grow' as individuals, how we syphon out what we don't want? Put in our own boundaries, so that we can grow further? to improve our lives, being gentle with ourselves, listening to our needs, the idea is to be happy

We are at an incredibly exciting time of the evolution of our world, you can almost taste the dawn...of a new civilisation

Read my exhilarating 'out of this world' experience here below...